Psychology or Sykosis?

Hmmmmmmmmmmmm. Everyday I stress about what to do after I graduate from highschool. Pressure from parents to do something big, like entering the life science field studying psychology or biomedical and whatnot. I could take an easier road, and become a professional writer, having my own column in the local paper or writing sci-fi novels. That sounds pretty good to me. Or, I could fulfil my ultimate dream of having my own comicbook. Attend AIoT, and blow from there. I'm so sick of all this anime and eastern influenced art. I want my shit to takeover. Lol. I like to boost about my shit. But yea, I dunno. I have so many choices, oppurtunities, I'm getting pulled in so many directions. I feel like each of my limbs are tied to a truck and they're driving away with rockets at the back. Sometimes I feel like I've lost all hope, whereas sometimes I'm filled with an unmeasurable amount of energy............i'll get back to this later.